I’ve heard the typical question “Do looks matter to you?” at least a hundred times. Normally people respond one of two ways.
1. No way! Looks don’t matter at all! Also age is just a number! Oh and I also don’t care about how you are 35 and still living with your mom!
2. Is it shallow of me to say it does matter?
OK, maybe they don’t say it EXACTLY like that, but you get the idea.
For those of you, like me, who have said the second one…congrats on not lying.
Let’s face it, a relationship needs physical attraction. A person could be very kind and sweet, but if there is zero physical attraction, I can’t date him. I’ll be friends with him!
However, if you are the type of person who would ONLY ever date people who look like this…
Then yeah that may be a shallow.
This is my boyfriend Patrick.
Many of my friends upon seeing his picture for the first time said things like
1. Aww, he’s cute.
2. Ehh
3. He’s alright
4. You’ve dated worse!
And I understand that, because I say the same things about the men in their lives.
When we first started talking, I thought he average in the looks department. He doesn’t have ‘rippling pectorals’ or a V like the male models we are surrounded by thanks to the media. However, he has these great eyes..these amazing shoulders (I know that’s a weird feature to pick out but trust me, they are beautiful), great arms…and what’s even better? The sound of his laugh…The way he staid up with me all night for two nights after Kali passed away…the way he always somehow make me laugh when I’m crying…the way that even though he doesn’t read, he listens to me talk about my favorite books.
Then, there is the way he looks at me.
He looks me right in the eyes and I swear I can feel him in my soul. He looks at me with such love and admiration. He tells me I am gorgeous and for the first time in my life I believe someone when they say it.
Like Meghan Trainor says, I ain’t no size 2. I know I am not the hottest thing to ever walk the Earth…but when Patrick looks at me. That doesn’t matter. When he looks at me I feel like the only girl in the world.
Now, Patrick and I have been very happily together for nearly 1.5 years…he’s no longer average looking.
Instead I think he is the SEXIEST man I have ever laid eyes on. He is the ONLY man in the whole world for me.
What changed?
Turns out…Looks do matter. Because he looks at me with all the love in his heart, and he is fully invested and committed to my heart. Suddenly I realized when I look at him, my tummy gets all fluttery…my knees get weak.
So yeah physical looks do matter, but to me? The emotion connection is worth so much more.